Friday, December 1, 2006

CHAOS

Of all the erratic visages that I put on my face. A tribute to the need for chaos. I wanna take a bath. As the street lights fade out with dawn, I wish I had a sniper rifle to shoot them, sudden death. Transgression in a blazing flash. Slow decay is painful and gets boring. Same feelings day in day out. Boom. A blinding streak of light would be better than constant sunshine. Water crawls incoherent over body. Complete all your stale grocery shopping and underwear washing under in a split second. Darkness is saved for idleness and chaos. Soap flows in symphony with water. Eyes see both as incoherent. Twenty three different actions in same secnd. Wind blows in from all thirty two directions to a single city. What would it lead to? A different force, a different push everytime. Suppose jesus arrived on earth tomorrow. They do talk about kingdom of heaven and Armageddon in the book of revelations. Asian Christians from east, Europeans and Americans from the west, polar Christians from north and south, jews from wherever, hindus, muslims, Sikhs, from everywhere. Running to a single point in space into the half a meter span of their saviors spread eagle arms. Clash. Random clean patterns appear on skin. Butterfly flutters before death. Snake wriggles through random patterns on desert sands to catch his pray. Heart skips when I see your face. There's a rhythm in chaos. Elephants vs lions. East vs east. Elephants vs eagles. East vs. west. Twenty three different actions in a single second. A young boy abuses a younger boy's father. Wrestle. Arms locked blood boiling. I crushed the younger boys sand castle . it amused me. He's enraged. Young boy bears the wrath of everything younger boy's gone through. Abuse, sand castle, school, bullying, lack of toys, broken bat, dead canary. Young boy bleeds, he's crushed physically and goes to sleep. Younger boy's tired so he goes to sleep as well.

Everyone is taken to kingdom of heaven.
Butterfly departs.
Snake's hunger is satiated.
The lights go out.
I love you.
The body is clean and shining as a diamond.

Chaos cleanses everything.

2 comments:

Sid Saxena said...

interesting reading...
lots of choas both in bombay n yr mind...the results for both r v.v.interesting...
btw nice 2 see u on blogger.tk.

spin! said...

thanx man .... this was written bac in delhi :)